stress | bohemianbeauty72's Blog

well here i am, completly well not having had anziaty or deppression for months..mmm... exelent so i decided to get a better job as i realy feel that  i can cope.ive just finished my week of training for telsra an aus communications company ,the biggest here.im oart of a sales team going door to door.i was copin fine for the first couple of days then the anziaty began so i implemented all of my coping stategies, walking,herbs, positive affimations and so on.any way yesterday i didnt pass one of my exam moduals as ive descovered that i have a real problem retaining infomation and unfortunatly ive a lot to learn as telstra is increadible complicated.this morning after a terible night of vomiting from anziatiy and nervious diarea i almost piked and gave up but my partner cnvinsed me to go in 2 work.im glad i did and ive desided not to succum like i usualy do to my fears and quit,no im gona give this my best shot.ive always been an under achiever who has incredible potental because i have always given up as the anziaty was to much.stress...its the stress that causes my anziaty i also found that stress has been setting off my broncitice .i havent had trouble breathing for awhile,so its deffinitly stress related.so now i know what has been causing me problems all these years.im not giving up this time but if anyone has some tips on how to study i would greatly aprecoate them as my brains not retaining any info