im trapped | bohemianbeauty72's Blog

im trapped in an abusive relationship with the father of my children, my ex husband.hes been using the kids for 7 years to contol me and emotionaly abuse me.his has been and still is one of the biggest triggers in my life for my deppression and anziaty.my children are trapped aswell and being used as porns,manipulated and emotionaly abused to serve in his vendeta to get back at me for leaving him .he hurts my children to hurt me buy brainwashing them and telling them terible things about there mother.ive done some reserch and this is increadibly damaging as it can cause in the adult hood ,deppression ,anziaty ,pharania,dissasocation ,bia polla ,splits in personality and codependancy.the courts wont listen to me when i say its abuse.ive been healing myself for a long time but every time i do he starts again and it begins all over again the deppression and anziaty, night mares, then he begins on the kids again, god it hurts and hes desytroying the lives of our children because he wont give up on his idea to destroy me by taking my kids away from me by covincing them to hate me as much as he dose.he tells them terible things like mum dosnt want to see u when in actual fact im trying to see them but hes deniying accsess .he isolates me from there lives and hes managed to isolate me from there school comunities in previous schhols by lying and exaureating and glaming negulance to other members of the school comunity.lucky were no longer at that school, but this is how vindictive he is.