im over it | bohemianbeauty72's Blog

im over picking up the pieces and putting myself together to keep fighting for the chance that someone will except me as i am, chipped ,worn at quite fragile.every time i present myself trying desperatly to mask what broken i get knocked back down again .its taking me longer and longer each time to put myself back together and find the courage to stand again tall and proud .im losing faith in the belif that if i keep trying it will eventul happen that someone will like what they see and find the cracks just add character.im losing faith not so much in myself but the buyers as i think there asking to much.i feel like the horse in black beauty that couldent be broken who was eventualy worn down and her spirit was broken...imlosing my spirit and im not quite sure if i prepared to take the risk any more as my spirit is such a big part of who i am and with out it im beat